Sunday, December 21st, 2014 – -( -3°C / +27°F & not snowing at the moment in our little corner of Atlantic Canada )-
Earth-Ship With Solar Cells and and wind generator
—Fairly vivid dream. I was in some place that looked a lot like New Haven, Connecticut to me. I was ‘told’ I was a blind guy with a sports car, trying to get home and had to depend on people I might not be able to trust to drive me and my car home. I didn’t think it was strange that I could see all this, and the odd collection of possible bad guys I was supposed to choose from. After I woke up I thought that I’d been through a strange computer game scenario. Shrug- I could have been receiving an idea somebody else was trying to bounce off me to see if it worked.
—Conversation with my future daughter: I told her I was afraid that I would disappoint her. What if the book I’m writing gets so bogged down in weird stuff, either internally, like impossible plot dilemmas, or externally, like nobody wants to read it? eek- She responded that I can’t disappoint her. That was all she said. I said, “I’m afraid of disappointing you.” She said, “You can’t-“
—I didn’t make it up the stairs today, I guess I worked too long on book stuff and news stuff and all that-
— But she’s still there, smiling. Loving me? Waiting for me to get my act together in my next life? On one hand, “Wow-” On the other, “Eeek?”
—oh my goodness,
~~~~~ Jim
