Thursday, December 18, 2014,
The other day, the day the troubled Iranian guy held hostages in Australia and two of them ended up dead along with him, I dreamed a friend I used to work with was very upset. She had married a Muslim man and was worried that she and her children might be targetted anywhere they went.
The next day’s -or night’s- dreams were more along the lines of ‘interesting plots for possible stories’ I dreamed I had been ‘targetted’ and conditioned by very dark evil black ops types to wipe out the memories of whoever my ‘handlers’ sent me after. But someone who had been through a similar program and ‘escaped’ saw me, recognized the symptoms and ‘awakened’ me to what had happened. I had a rough few days remembering everybody whose minds I had wiped clean and been ordered to forget about myself. I spent the rest of the dream walking up behind my handlers, putting my hands on either side of their heads and saying, “Reboot-” and watching them drop to the ground and wake up completely useless with their memories completely wiped clean. I almost woke up a couple times during the dream and then saw another bad guy and went back into the dream and ‘reboot’ed him.
Today. Wow- I was trying to contact my higher self and finer angels to make sure I was on the right track with what I’m writing, and how it’s coming out. I was ready to drop everything if I learned it would cause more harm than good. I fell asleep for a few minutes after asking “What would please God the most?” – and received several story plots, I mean I saw full color action sequences from a couple different kinds of stories. And then, hovering between dreams and being fully awake, I saw what I believed was my higher self, about eight feet tall with a huge wingspan, with his features bathed in so much white light I couldn’t tell what his face looked like, I could only tell that it looked human. I then saw a child, a girl, and I was fairly certain she would be my daughter in my next life. I had a hard time seeing her mother, and later saw a woman with slightly red – medium brown hair and very green eyes. She just smiled at me and wouldn’t tell me if she was the girl’s mother or not. And then I saw quite a few scenes in rapid succession, all of them in brilliant daylight. And— I saw what I was told was cominging very soon in this life, I was a panelist at what looked to me like a Science Fiction – Fantasy Convention in a room where mostly women were quizzing me about the finer points of writing and editing their novels and non fiction books. I saw me signing a contract and somebody told me, “This will be in this coming January-” — I wanted to read the contract very closely before I signed anything.
—Yup, today was a definite “Wow and a half!”
I should stop here and see how the format works.
—Yum?
~~~~~Jim