– Sunday, August 23, 2026 –
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– This is the altar I have set up directly above the external keyboard and external monitor connected to my Mac Pro –
— I’ve added Swami Sri Yukteswar’s Book “The Holy Science” and put the blue photograph of Paramahansa Yogananda in a frame with the cover from the 2005-2006 Self-Realization Fellowship Catalog { and a white mat that fit around the two pages perfectly } to the left – and moved Mahatma Gandhi’s book to the right – since I took the above photograph –
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— I was born with Mercury conjunct Neptune – which might amplify my propensity to endure more confusion than most of you may be subjected to – so I can’t claim that anything I write here is God’s honest, unclouded Truth – so take everything I write with several grains of salt – but I’m writing here to the best of my understanding and to the best of my ability to remember events as they happened.
— & There seems to be a Cosmic Law that dictates than any information coming from the Divine Realms and down to us these days here on earth, cannot be explicit and easy to understand – Possibly because those who want to keep us in the dark so they can rule over us completely will not recognize the fact that we have the kind of truthful information that could endanger their ability to maintain their control over us. Please take this statement with a grain or two of salt.
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— I was just under five years old and had very recently been Christened in an Episcopalian Church in Connecticut, USA and had an operation in the Bridgeport, Connecticut Hospital and remained in the hospital in a bed surrounded by a crib like fence for several days. Back home, where I almost always had a lot of trouble getting to sleep – I had what I believe was my first ‘psychic’/’Religious’/’Spiritual’ experience of this life.
— I heard a pleasant masculine voice ask me, “Do you know who I am?” —> answered, “Yes, you’re my grandfather.”
— The voice went on to say, “Somebody here where I am believes that you could be a pretty good writer in this life. If you agree to this, certain details in your life will change from what you expected and I think you will like this better than what you believed was going to happen to you in this life.”
— I said, “Yes.” {{{ I’m not sure any four year old should be held to a life changing decision they could make at that age – but I do believe this one worked out for the best I could possibly hope for – If my memory of this is really close to the honest Truth – whether I got the words exactly correct as they were spoken or not – it made a deep and lasting impression on me – When I was twenty one years old I came down with Hepatitis A – probably from drinking water from a canteen that had been drawn from a stream that was contaminated – or eating some contaminated fish in a diner an ex girlfriend of mine was working at in Worcester, Massachusetts – other than that I cannot guess how I came down with that – Anyway – I experienced a short bit of dizziness while lying in bed and flew up and out of my body and out through my bedroom window and felt – “I can’t leave this life yet, I haven’t finished writing my books yet -” and popped back into my body and tingled with life for several amazing moments.
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— Jumping ahead, after beginning lessons in Raja Yoga I often heard things I later verified as real radio broadcasts leaking into speakers of radios that were plugged in, but not turned on – especially broadcasts from an evangelical station across the river from the town I lived in – in Fairfield County, Connecticut – The AM station had its studios in Milford, Connecticut – I’m not sure where it’s broadcasting tower was –
— And when I was falling asleep or waking up { in the hypnopompic or hypnagogic state – } I heard things I believed were coming from my vivid dreams – In one dream, after reading several of Edgar Cayce’s books – I was watching a scene from above as what looked like Roman soldiers were herding hundreds of half animal/half human upright beings over a very high cliff onto sharp rocks and heavy surf at the edge of an ocean or sea – a masculine voice said, “She tried to help the ‘things’ in Atlantis secure human rights and was killed by the Atlantian military along with a lot of those she was trying to help – and has been a rebel ever since.” —> I took that to mean I was a woman in Atlantis and that would have been a significant previous life.
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{ More to follow }





